Daily Archive: November 29, 2018


Long time, no update

I know I have been neglecting this for awhile. I don’t have much to say (or rather i choose not to) say alot. In less than 2 weeks, it will be Benny’s 30th birthday. WOW!! It still amazes me that I have been with him since he was in his early 20′s! I remember being 26 years old when I met him. Time sure does fly by. I don’t wanna jinx myself by saying this *knock on wood* but things are starting to smooth out (PRAISE GOD!) and the drama is dying out. I feel better. I feel relieved. I feel thankful. I feel blessed and grateful. I feel humbled.


Dream big

I’m not sure what to title this entry at all. The most amazing thing happened today. I don’t want to forget it. My faith got put to the test last night and today. It was a huge challenge. Last night, I went for a one hour run and I took my keys with me and put it in my iPod shoulder holder. It ended up falling out while I was running. I was in a panic last night, cuz I would have to buy new keys. I decided to wait until the next day (today) to look for them (because it ended up storming really bad last night). So……


11 Feb love never fails

Love is not proud
Love does not boast
Love after all
Matters the most

Love does not run
Love does not hide
Love does not keep
Locked inside

Love is the river that flows through
Love never fails you

Love will sustain
Love will provide
Love will not cease
At the end of time

Love will protect
Love always hopes
Love still believes
When you don’t

Love is the arms that are holding you
Love never fails you


20 FebOur Valentine’s Day

“Love isn’t finding a perfect person. It’s seeing an imperfect person perfectly.” – Sam Keen

I saw this quote on Twitter yesterday, and It got me really, really, REALLY thinking–hard. I really started chewing on it, and thinking about that song, “Love Never Fails” by Brandon Heath and every time i hear the words: love does not run love does not hide. Love still believes when you don’t it puts everything into perspective. This past week was really rough….


21 Feb 4AM

It is currently 4AM and I can’t go to sleep. I really, really, REALLY hate it when I have anxiety. I hate it when my anxiety keeps me wide awake in the wee hours of morning. Tonight, is one of those nights. I was intending on going to bed at a decent time tonight (since Benny was spending time with his brother’s and friends tonight out of town) but he is home now fast asleep. Anyway,